Going My Way

 I decided to select activities which I should do. Those activities will be limited to music and English study for the time being. I thought I was good at thinking and wanted to say something special. But, I cannot say anything in the case the level of the situation is beyond my capacity. I'm not reader of the many books and not the one who thinks deeply. My doctor pointed out it about my tendency. So, I had better take the position that I am a normal person, not genius. So, I must have an effort in the musical field and English studying field in order to improve myself. For me, thinking is not thinking but just kneading something in my mind. So, I thought that the answer is simple. It will be good for me to extend the capability of musical skills and to learn how to communicate with people in the various situation in English. English is the communication tool and it will do well for introducing my musical activities to the people in other countries. So, I decided to select my acti...

 From yesterday, I made a resolution. I decided to take action only in the case of having the possibility to promote as a musician. In other words, I want to confer to myself the right to take action in the case of having possibility to promote as a musician, even if we are under the pressure of catching up the corona virus. So, I want to regard the band activity which I do now as having no importance, because this band activity is just a hobby. Even though the level of the members is professional, i thought that it does not aim at being the professional musician. The member always preaches me that I cannot be musician, if I feel anxious of corona virus and select the decision not to go the practice of that band. But, is that truth? Indeed, this band activity will do well for me because I can grow up if I go there.  This activity is nothing but hobby, and I decided to take a risk to the activity which has the possibility of being musician. I registered the Audition for anime s...

 I took a vaccination of Covid-19 for the first time. During the injection, I felt like my brain melting away. Although about 3 hours passing after the injection, I don't feel any kind of ache and fever so far. But there is tendency to get high fever after the day. So, I want to take care of myself for the side effect. I felt from the experience of taking the vaccination that people tend to be afraid of the thing unseen or unpredictable and once they experienced it, they tend to understand what the thing itself is in their experience. Of course, in this time, I thought that this injection was success for me, so I can say such kind of thing. But, whether or not the activity is success or failure, it will be piled up to each person's experience. The experience will be succeeded from ancestor to descent. The memory of tis vaccination will be embed into human genetic system? Because I don't know about it in detail, I had better refrain from talking about it, but it will be the ...