Going My Way

 I want to play the guitar and like guitar sound. But, now I can't play it. From a few days ago, I started to practice how to play the guitar. It doesn't not rely on the text book. Usually, people who want to learn how to play some instruments tend to rely on the textbook. But, in this time, I don't do that now because I can't do it for not being able to cope with review on the textbook. I have fundamental knowledge of musical theory in my mind by playing the piano. So, when I try to play the guitar, I regard the tones of the guitar as that of the piano. By doing so, I will be able to adjust myself to playing the guitar. At first, I want to grow my ability of guitar by composition. For me, composition is fun. So, I want to enjoy myself by doing that.

 “What is the normal posture”?  I thought it a few days ago when I had attended the meeting of Tojishakenkyu. We always regard this term as indication to the unaffected condition of each individuals to any kind of situations or any kind of behavior by people. What is called as “Normal posture” seems to be how to cope with any kind of circumstances. Is there any man in this world to be able to be “normal posture” without having consciousness to external events? No matter how you feel you are in “normal posture”, it will be made to be so and will pretend to be “normal”, I thought. And “normality” is different to any phase between things. So, in this world, there is no “normal posture” in the meaning of fixed point of view. What we call as “normal posture” will be ego f each subjective. “Normality” may be bending and have a lot of spectrums in many dimensions. So, it’s like floating bubbles on the surface of the river, I thought. I thought that “normal posture” may indicate the s...

 Recently, I noticed the good point of walking around the place where I don't know. I had an opportunity to walk around Higashi Matsudo area as part of rehabilitation at Terra. We tried to go to a lot of places with camera of iphone being on. It was good not only to walk around but also to make video. By making video, we can back track to what we did, and we can enjoy the thing that had happened. So, I want to make video of my activity. I'm not going to make it public to society by posting on SNS like Youtube etc. I want to make video and I want to share that with my close friends and colleague and staff.