Going My Way

 High and low of self-esteem is caused by the people's relationship of the surrounding. It develops to be mature as man grows up to be adult, but it tends to be high or low by being influenced in daily life. The stability of self-esteem is different from person to person and there are divided to 4 types of self-esteem. 1.Self-esteem and stability are high 2.Self-esteem is high, but stability is low 3.Self-esteem is low, but stability is high 4.Self esteem and stability are low Self-esteem tends to depend on the response and evaluation by others. Those who has low stability are apt to be influenced by surrounding. 2.Self-esteem is high, but stability is low  This type of person tend to be aggresive against other because they try to defend their self-esteem for their fragility of their self-esteem.

 In self-consciousness, it is divided into two types of self-consciousness. 1.Public self-consciousness 2.Private self-consciousness Public self-consciousness is the self-consciousness that one sees themselves by others eyes. Private self-consciousness is the self-consciousness that one feels their emotion in itself. High or low of self-consciousness is different from person to person. Those who have high private self-consciousness tend to see their inner part, so the coherence between expression and emotion is the same. But, those who have high public self-consciousness tend to be low rate of the coherence between them, because they tend to adjust themselves to others opinion for their worrying about self looked at by others.

 We always post opinion or what is done in that day on SNS like twitter. We reflect our deed by using SNS.  We call Self-consciousness about having consciousness of myself. Self-consciousness is mainly divided to two types: Self who looks at himself, and self who is looked by that self. We always write about ourselves by SNS. It is called as Public self-consciousness . Self-consciousness is the one who is like, how he is evaluated by others, and how he evaluates himself by his value. James, who is the founder of psychology in America, divided self into two types. One is I  which means that the self who looks at himself. Another is Me  which means that the self who is looked by I . Me is also divided into three types. 1.Material self  2.Social self  3.mentalis self In these three types of selves, Social self is the most important thing to explain self. "The consciousness about self is always involved with society." Some scholar said it because all the things...

 According to this source, we can authorize ourselves as blue mark on twitter if we pay 8 dollars per month. Source Although the blue mark was permitted as now for the celebrity or something that is admitted as authorized , this change by Eron Mask allows ordinally people to buy it. Indeed it will be good for the twitter company to earn money from the people who wants to have likely of celebrity by this change, but is there any meaning to see their identity as special not by changing themselves in person? It seems that even if they can buy blue mark by money, a discrimination between ordinally people and famous talented person will be emerged. Without it, we will not be able to say what is the criterion of influencers. Perhaps, even if we can buy blue mark by money, another mark or another color which signify the talented, famous and authorization will be emerged on twitter as time passes. People can buy blue mark and deceive themselves or can pretend to be famous by it under the n...

I began to study English for the examination of enroll to university. Everyday, I could study World history, English and Japanese. As the time passed, I began to have reluctance to sustain to study itself. Even though my condition when I was university student could be said to be bad, my attitude toward studying began to be bad, too. I did study several things all day long when I was high school student. I could do the whole studying all day long,  but I could not assort studying and playing to idealistic way. The idealistic way of studying is that I can coexist studying and playing well. So, it can be said that I'm poor at using time well. So, I cannot sustain to study English now. It will be good for me to study how to use time well. Now I work as a trainee in B type institution for disabled people. I work shorter time than ordinary people. Actually, I have much time to study. But now my attitude and motivation toward studying is very low. So, I want to make 1 hour to study Engli...