Going My Way

I don't have "the land of knowledge" in my brain about how to write an essay, because I don't understand the content of arguments that is talked around the world. To know it well, I hit the idea that I memorize the answer to each topics, but it seems to be dull activity a little bit. So, I want to practice to write an essay by searching for the category and by studying it well. I decided that I don't intend to write an essay without investigating for the topic I want to write in detail. After I had the knowledge of it, I want to write an essay. On that occasion,  I want to write them by two sides which means that I will stand by the agree side as well as disagree side. That activity will make me write about some topics in the way like an essay.

 I can write English to some extent freely. But, I can't write an essay in English in formal way. I decided to be going to take the examination of pre 1 grade of Eiken at the last of this year. In this test, it is required to write a short essay in English in formal way. The reason why I can't an essay is probably that I don't have idea of the opinion against topics even in Japanese. I understood it long time ago, but I let it be in intact. If I don't understand or know about the general way of thinking, I should put it into myself by studying how to write an essay. In brief, I want to put the template of how to write an essay in English in myself. It will be good for me to memorize the answer to each topics at first, if I don't understand what I should write because what is demanded in test is not original idea of myself, but the sentences which is easier to be understood. I will buy the text book of how to write an essay which is required for passing the pre 1 gra...

 I restarted to study Germany that I gave up for a long time. I studied it when I was university student as a required unit for graduation. But, in those days, I had mental illness which had made my brain shrink from growing up. So, I could not concentrate on studying itself. All the things which I can do now such as English and Piano is just a past heritage of myself. It means that what I can do now is from what I had efforted in the past. So, I analyzed that there is nothing I do effort now. I noticed that if I can't sustain the effort to study something else, I will not be able to grow up ability which I want to extend. It will be OK if I don't earn money from what I get to study from now on. I will be satisfied myself with knowledge and will be able to entertain myself by it. That will lead me to prevent me from sending needless message for Mrs. Kimura. To be able to be fluent other languages than English will lead my understanding of English to be higher than only studying...

I have been caught Covid-19 since February 5th and now I segregated myself from outer world in home not to spread the virus. At first, I had high fever and succeeding cough. But After taking medicine for fever and cough, they disappeared from my symptom degree by degree. Now, what I worry is that my abilities of sense of taste and olfactory sense are disappeared from my perception. So, my parents bought zinc for me because it does well for that symptom. I want to recover soon, but it may be needed to take a few days. It will be bad for me to stay in bed all day long when thinking about the afterlife of recovering. So, I want to stimulate myself by intellectual activities like reading books or studying English from time to time.