Language study

 I restarted to study Germany that I gave up for a long time.

I studied it when I was university student as a required unit for graduation.

But, in those days, I had mental illness which had made my brain shrink from growing up.

So, I could not concentrate on studying itself.


All the things which I can do now such as English and Piano is just a past heritage of myself.

It means that what I can do now is from what I had efforted in the past.

So, I analyzed that there is nothing I do effort now. I noticed that if I can't sustain the effort to study something else, I will not be able to grow up ability which I want to extend.

It will be OK if I don't earn money from what I get to study from now on.

I will be satisfied myself with knowledge and will be able to entertain myself by it.

That will lead me to prevent me from sending needless message for Mrs. Kimura.


To be able to be fluent other languages than English will lead my understanding of English to be higher than only studying English because I will be able to have another point of view in language study in deeper way.

I will have an effort to sustain to study Germany from now on enough to write sentences as I do in this blog.


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