About post traumatic growth

 Yesterday, I called with my friend and talked with each other about recent situation of mind.

I told to him that I have been lack of sovereignty for a long time.

I don't want to tell in this blog about my traumatic experience, but I want to think about the emotional scar in order to cherish me more carefully than now.

My friend taught me PTG, which stands for post traumatic growth.

The general brief of PTG is in the concept that we try to struggle to live with the pain that person had received in the past. It is the approach that we can try to grow up as a human beings by that experience.

I want to buy a book about that.

Perhaps, I will be able to know and understand what I didn't notice by it.

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